I Wish I Knew

原文

Nephew, you're talking to Snoop Dogg

I need you to show these motherfuckers how it's done, loco

Show these bitch niggas what this ADHD 2 shit is all about

You understand me?

Show these motherfuckers, Jordan

What you playing for? Let's go

Ain't no medicine can save me, nigga, I'm too far gone

My brain too fucked, I'm coming like woo

No turning back, gotta get to where I'm going

My ADHD keep jumping like woo

Shit that I lived, they'll never understand

You can never be me, we ain't nothing like woo

Came a long way from the bottomless pit

Now look at me, bitch, I'm stunting like woo

Got a little bitch nigga sour

I'll probably go to jail 'fore I ever be a coward

I'll probably be dead 'fore I ever get flowers

I might take that 'fore I ever be honored

And try to be something that the industry proud of

The niggas wasn't giving me nada

And now the blick on me if he ever need drama

No vest on me like I never seen karma

The way I was raised, I knew I'd forever be a problem

Never got the love that I needed at home

I was misunderstood, shit turned me to a monster

Dad always letting me down

But my step-pops raised me and showed me I never need a father

And now a nigga rich, so it'll be a cold day in hell

'Fore this bitch nigga ever get a dollar

And I ain't got love for nobody give a fuck about me

I'm a self-made nigga, you ain't up without me

Ain't too many motherfuckers I trust around me

I done been through the storm, ain't nothing I ain't seen

Lot of niggas thought I'd give up and not me

Told a nigga, "You swing one duck and I'll weave"

While my homie's drink with a cup of Ali

I'm a felon, gotta ride 'til the wheels fall off

I'll fuck a bad bitch 'til her heels fall off

You a dog, I'll get your whole tail sawed off

And your head chopped off, I'm a real lost cause

I'm real fucked up, I'm still caught off

Ain't no pellet gun, this a real sawed-off

I've been waiting for a nigga tryna pop something off

Hit a nigga in the back, that's a real raw dog like, "Pause"

Niggas still showing off

Too much time on your hands 'til your hands growing off

I got money in the bank, got deals going off

I can sell my catalog, but I'm still holding off

Got crabs pulling on me and they still holding on

Lot of niggas did me dirty and they still want a bond

Give my hand to a nigga and he still want a arm

Wanna write diss tracks, but he still want a song

What the fuck? Look

I ain't never sleeping, I'm up early, been depressed

Came from the bottom where we could see a homicide

Like every week, get the heat up under the dresser

Thinking one day I'ma see it better

Hate the poverty, if I could be wealthy, would never settle

When I grow up, then I'm hoping I'm never seeing a stretcher

Mama working out a flat, she was tryna keep it together

If I ever make it, I wanna change it and make a difference

And get it in and take all the problems that we've been living in

And throw it all away so we never live in this shit again

And maybe the niggas would've told me I need a Ritalin

A medicine or anything that'll make me upset again

Or put me in a school with the troublemakers

Who tripping and would start a shit again

Tryna bully me 'cause I'm different

And my ADHD had 'em thinking that I was living in my head again

Shit

Ooh, wee

Ya dig?

You don't have to pretend, baby

I know it gets hard

Looking around, you start to think

"Maybe this isn't what I wanted"

But you have to keep going

Keep moving on

And don't you ever look back

Don't you ever look back