pity party

One, two, three, four, five

"Beautiful weather," said a man on a train

What a silly thing to say to someone in pain

Can't you see it in my eyes?

I'm not looking at the sky

(Mm, mm-mm-mm-mm)

A sorry excuse, well, I have a hundred of them

A hundred and one if you count me in this bed

I used to be a riot

Used to paint this town violet

But now I've been dancing with your ghost in my room

It tells me all the things that you never ever did

No, you never ever did

No, you never did

(Mm) yeah, I've been dancing around questions of you

And I'll play a violin at my pity party

This is a pity party

This is a pity party

I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to

I've been hear before, yeah, I know where you hide the key

But I'll climb through the window 'cause I like the dramatics

Overdressed and old-fashioned

Hope you're missing, missing me

(Mm, mm-mm-mm-mm)

And I promise, I swear, I was tryna play nice

But the cops pulled up while you were kissing outside

And I didn't wanna interrupt, didn't wanna cry

Didn't know you were in love

What I'm tryna say is I'm sorry

What a bloody shit party

But instead, I keep dancing with your ghost in my room

It tells me all the things that you never ever did

No, you never ever did

No, you never did

I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to

Yeah, instead, I keep dancing around questions of you

But I'll play a violin, 'cause it's my pity party

This is a pity party

This is my pity party

(I'II cry if I want to, try if I want to, lie if I want to, I -) pity party

(I'II cry if I want to, try if I want to, lie if I want to, I -)

And I'II cry if I want to, try if I want to (lie if I want to, I -)

(I'll cry if I want to, try if I want to) I'm not tryna be dramatic

(Lie if I want to, I -) I just feel like I am damaged

(I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to) cry if I want to, I -